Life’s A Beach

Summer used to be my least favorite season.

I never had the confidence to wear a bikini because I was so insecure of my body and didn’t feel comfortable showing my legs, stomach, arms or chest.

Even after losing weight, I examine all of my flaws on a daily basis. I have loose skin, my stomach is still not as toned like how I would want it to be. I’m not as curvy, but I still have some shape. I have come to the realization that it doesn’t matter. All of these superficial insecurities can become part of a vicious cycle. I need to be proud of where I am now. At some point, I’ll feel better about myself, but I never want to make myself feel worthless because I don’t look a certain way right now.

Once you let go of your insecurity, for a moment you see yourself as who you want to be.

Sexy. Unbothered. Fearless.

I decided to do a Beach Photoshoot with a photographer I met on Model Mayhem named Rob Champion.

We had a great time shooting along the shores in Coney Island and walking around Luna Park to shoot the beautiful sunset, neon lights and scenery of the amusement park.

Thank you for capturing my Sports Illustrated Fantasy, Robert.

 Jun 14, 2018

Check out the images below and give Rob Champion a follow.


Bathing Suit: Dolls Kill

(Bathing Suit)



Published by jemapellekika

My name is Kika. About a year ago, I decided to change my lifestyle and see how far my potential can go. For a very long time, I felt invisible in life. I was overweight and I hated who I was. I was lazy, depressed and never searched for opportunities in my life to do better. I was afraid of change. After losing 100lbs, I started to get my life together and give myself a plan to live my best life no matter what challenges face me. A few years before, I studied fashion design and earned my Bachelor's Degree from the Fashion Institute Of Technology. I didnt dedicate enough time to actually working on my clothes and I didn't think I would create anything interesting enough. But I do find my passion in designing and sketching, despite not having enough experience in the fashion industry. I am known for my sketches and ecclectic designs. My illustrations are very unique and I developed my own individual style. I would like to design conceptual pieces for performers and artists like myself. Other than fashion, I was introduced to the world of modeling and I am just getting started. Follow my

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